Monday, May 18, 2009
i have NEVER EVER experience drunk.and ytd i dunno know what gets to me,that i started out my 1st no drunk no sleep mission.i drank some red wine and beer.if you dont know,mix of 2 diff alcohols gets to my mission sooner,so it does.so after gets all that liquid down my throat,i'm still very very very alert.seriously,i'm not bluffing..that's just my mind.my body is as if someone else's body.i cant walk without leaning/holding to something.and yupp,sure i did vomit.now you may start ponder what makes me so sure that i wasnt drunk.well,if i'm drunk i wont be able to cook myself a supper and do up my work.whatever,you can believe it...or not..
the thing is not about what i drank or how drunk i am.the focus is entirely on the hangover.i bet its worst than labouring,though i havent went thru that.it sure is the worst damn thing that can happen to one person.and in this case,ME.i cant walk myself out of the room,and hence i'm down on my fours..crawling,rolling to the bathroom,thinking that a shower will solve them all.guess not.anyway,i'm very prepared for the hangover,thk most of it mentally.i have my "stuffs" ready for this.after the 5th step,i'm alive again.wooohooo.i'm done with drinking.or not.
after all this pain/sweat/tears that i went thru for hangover.and you still think drinking is good.i'll just give you some claps and smile.
p.s my heart is crying out for you,and yet your ears are shut for me.