Saturday, January 22, 2011
sometimes saying goodbye is extremely hard!i just cant imagine all the fun that ADAM COUPLE give me on every sunday is no longer available!haiz,i better go catch them in korea!HEE!okay,I KNOW how crazy i'm doing all the pre packing..should've stop and concentrate on lunar new yr!yes!haha..this will be the best/worst lunar new yr ever.cant enjoy the goodies this yr,cuz i made a promise to myself!and if i cant keep a promise to the promiser, i wont expect others to keep a promise.anyway,promise is bullshit.
still crazy over house!yeah,i'm so deeply poisoned!i need house to CURE me.
so ytd,i made an oversea call to Philippine!omg,i think i've wasted my TIME!lucky,i'm using the office phone,if not i'll be wasting my MONEY!24 more fucking working day!then i'll be back as a STUDENT!no kidding,i wont want to work, unless,i've mentally prepared myself..As much as i wanted to consult somebody,i choose rather not to.it'll be a waste of time,to both parties!dont ask what i'll be doing, everyone's asking,so i'll need to repeat everytime.isn't it my life?why am i reporting this to everyone,relevant or irrelevant..and the decision lies in my hand, why will you wanna confuse me with options?if you really wanna help,then do something,not just talking.
haiz,idkwhypeoplearethewaytheyare,ihardlyknowthewayiam.whatamessedupworldwearelivingin.
p.s 니 마음을 읽으려 애를 써봐도
